Oh life has been busy... I say sometims lately I'm not sure I have time to breath! But praying come Monday I'll have a change in my work schedule and sit yet again in awe at the timing of God's perfect plan for me!!
But this AM wanted to share this....
So for 30 something years (I'm going to be 36 in a few months) my biggest fear in life has been rejection and being along. Loooong story short because it's our 3rd day of school this AM is that this world has been a long standing provider of rejection and lonliness.
But then one day I wake up and realize He's all I ever needed. WOW...sersiously a peace like I can't explain. My biggest fears washed away. Now I find the thought of ever losing His peace to be the biggest inspiration to live each day for each moment. It's a gift I've been given. No more going through the motions. I've said it before it may sound silly but all that matters in the end is an all out crazy love for God. Every choice I make each day I put through the test of "does this show my love for God?" Be it a treatment session with a crabby resident, an interaction with my ex-husband (talk about a source of feelings of rejection... ouch!!), a conversation with the checker at Walmart, you name it... does it glorify God?
"And I will walk by faith
Even when I can not see
Because this broken road
Prepares Your will for me."
Jeremy Camp - Walk by Faith
So what I asked yet again, What if it changed your life?
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